Is my faith bigger than my illness?  I've thought on this a lot today.   Do I believe all things are possible through Christ Jesus?  Yes!  Would I even be here today except by Gods love and Grace?   I am not so sure.  It seems like I wake up in a different state of being with completely different symptoms.   I know that one must suffer to really enjoy the good.  I am way past ready for the good!  The neuropathy has thrown me curve after curve.  This last week alone;  I could not take 2 steps without help.  I had some severe twitching going on.   Now I have some of the worst pain I ever felt going on in my feet and ankles.  If I do try and move the pain is so excruciating that I give it all up quickly.  I may be down but I am not out!

💜💜💜💜B

Lupus & Faith

Lupus & Faith
I know those two words do not really seem to go together.  In my entire life I am certain I never looked at it as they compliment each other.  Lupus has been a part of my life since I can remember.  I did not know what the future held.  I did not know that someday my path would have me following in the generations before me.  I did not know that I would someday be battling this invisible, yet painful, confusing, terrifying, self destructing path.  As a small child what would I have done differently?   Would I have done anything differently?  The only answer I know for certain is.  I would have asked more questions.  I would have sought those before me who knew.  I am starting this at the advice of  a close friend.  I am sharing my story, my journey, my path so that others will know. I hope this post finds you healthy and well.

Becky